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You guys this is really too much for me. This month has been like the very beginning when I first started perimenopause. Could this be the end of perimenopause?? Though, im still having periods, shorter and lighter but still coming, but don't know when??
Actually, every month has been really really tough on me. But at least before I was getting at least 1 good week, but now it's every single day.. My major complaint is my stomach, today it was burning like it was literally on fire along with the chest, back, hip and butt. The breath coming out of my mouth even felt hot. The tears from my eyes was hot! I've been feeling so awful everyday guys. Today, I've been getting pain in chest, this is a new one for me. Well in the past I've experienced this when my iron was low. The heart palpitations are too much for me, it first started periodically but it is constantly all day now. So difficult for me to eat, as soon as I eat something i get the crazy shake in stomach and heart palpitations with it. These freaking heart palpis are getting to me, I mean if I move , heart palpis , if I'm still , heart palpis, if i eat, heart palpis, etc. Think I will be seeing a cardiologist soon, all these palpitations don't seem normal to me. The tummy has burned so much today whereas if I touch it it's sensitive that I can still feel heat sensation from it.
Of course i know I have gastritis and gerd but I was beginning to keep it under control which I dont know why this? But it escaladed today for no reason at all! This feeling of not feeling well comes over me that o can't even explain.
I'm thinking something terrible is wrong with me. My husband keeps reassuring me its not and i pray to God its not. But, all kinds of thoughts goes through my head. I've cried so much today, I just want to feel well again. I didn't want to talk to no one today because it makes me depressed hearing about their day and all i can say is the same, feeling awful. Even if I try to have a good day, it starts off ok but really I have to push myself because I have no choice. But all of a sudden usually around same times feeling comes over, and OMG!!!
This is week before my period and it's been AWFUL! AWFUL! Is this really perimenopause? I mean to be torture daily non-stop. I am mentally and physically drained ladies. I feel like i dont have much left in me...it is too much torture to my mind and body.
I've tried everything you can think of, I mean everything. My friends and family can not believe that I'm still going through this on a daily basis...which p****s me off. They make it seem as if I can control it or shut it off. Don't we all wished that?
It is getting hard to drive now, my kids been noticing how I'm forgetting where I'm going, when I'm suppose to turn, even if I shut the door or did something else. They will tell me I did but I have the slightest memory of doing it or not. This really sucks you guys, like I said it is too much torturing to my mind , and body.
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